Now that I sit with her here for some time I can feel that enslaving thing coming back to me. That want to cuddle the small girl beside me and protect her from everything in the world and rage with the storm, fulminating anything that came near her and throwing the world on chaos if anything dared touch her. Oooh, now that was me talking. At least I didn’t sound cute. Gaagh, cuteness is sick. Just like this furball. She takes away all my powers and makes me this horrendous being that wants to protect a pup instead of eating it. Not that I would ever want to. I’m not a pup eater. Besides, I’m sure that cuteness tastes awful. Now, those trembling that had me the most weak at moments. Now, little creature, stop making me want to love you. Because I won’t.

Heh. Yeah. I’m mean.

Oh no… She… My head turned to look at her suddenly surprised as she stood away from me and stepped closer to the front of our shelter. Awe. I feel my eyes slowly grow…. Huh.. Humid. From watching such a thing. She is brave! She is gathering all her strength to stand up and go up to that place and see the storm and… Aw! Maybe.. Just maybe I might… Cuddle. Not becaure I like her, but because she deserved it. Ah, her tail is wagging. Gods, do you see that? I inspired a little pup to do and be her best. In your face and may the ground shake beneath our paws for that with the strength of the thunder! I suppress the howl. No.. Need to compose myself before she turns around and sees me like this.. Badass. Almighty god being. Aaaand. Back. Mean, mean, mean. Terrible creature I am. Not even admiring her achievement.

But she trots back to me happily and places herself between my paws. Why. The cuteness is back and I am almost melting to it. Wait.. She asked me something. What? Watch? Always? Here? Watch what? I almost need to shake the question back to my head as it is slipping.

- Oh, yes.. Now, yes. Always from here, it is the best spot for this.

I told her. She chose to sit down and to end it with a golden key, she rolled her tongue out in the way only small pups can do. Now I want to cuddle. But will she accept this? Will she find this strange? Better yet, how do I cuddle? I’m not supposed to know how wolves cuddle. I think it is something like a hug? I have no idea. No matter what, she will be my pillow. Please lay down, please lay down. Tonight is the truth we all wanted to know. Pups may serve as pillow, or not?