Exhaustion, starvation, humiliation, fear, pain, neglect, all these words described the small she-wolf barely two years of age. She had eyes that reflected amber quartz with flecks of black and gold mixed in. It was just one feature on her that actually made others want to speak to her, but once they realized the female was broken, faulty, destroyed, they returned her as quickly as a hummingbird flew back to the dark woods. No one needed her kind of wolf in their pack. What did she have to offer? She was to timid to hunt, to fearful to fight if another pack attacked, she couldn't even speak to be able to take care of young wolves. She'd surely make any pack a laughing stock if she tried to join one, yet she wanted a home, some place where she was accepted for being weak and fragile, and some place that would help her learn to be a better wolf. And yet here she was lost in the woods. No clue where she was or where to go.

The woods to the she-wolf seemed dark and dangerous, just imagining what could be lurking around the corners of the woods that were hidden in the shadows. These thoughts ran through her mind, causing her heart to start beating faster. ‘Just calm down.’ She told herself and continued walking through the dark woods, the wind started to blow, bringing scents to her nostrils from an area just north of her. Wolves seemed to be there which meant she was either on, or dangerously close to pack territory. Unfortunately for Murina, her nostrils weren’t strong and developed due to the years of torture and torment her father inflicted on her. Manly of suck torture caused damage to her muzzle with scars and deep wounds. This meant she could very well already be encroaching on pack lands. Her body tensed and clenched at the thought of a beating that would surely come to her for being so careless. Every part of the she-wolf being wanted to bolt and run, but these wolves would surely be faster than this tiny creature. She turned her muzzle to the left and then to the right, spotting a small pool of water she walked over to it. If she was going to get into trouble for being there she may as well get something to drink.

Upon trotting up to the small pond she looked down at her reflection and smiled at her raspberry chocolate coat. Her amber eyes stared up at her and gently her pink tongue with black marks slipped out to drink for the clear pool of water. It rippled from her laps as she started to feel a bit less weak then she had been just a few minutes before. If only she could find something to eat, then she may be able to continue walking, to say sorry to the alpha and be on her way… She was to weak to be a pack member, her only choice was to pray for mercy and ask for forgiveness. That is if she could manage to get words to leave her murky brown lips. Straightening her body, her little tail tucking against her underbelly and the dark chocolate ears pinned down on her head, she laid down, waiting to be found.
As the sweet chocolate female laid there memories of her past came to surface. One day she had ran away from home, at least she tried too. He caught her by her scruff as he dragged her screaming form back to the cave where he had taken up residence, He had managed to find rope some time during her first year, tossing her into the back of the cave he went about tying her paws together so she couldn’t run away. She whimpered looking up at his dark figure, the one that still haunted her dreams. He snarled her name out and clashed his massive jaws around her muzzle to keep her from whimpering along with breathing, his teeth crashed into her nasal cavity and caused blood to pool, he’d done this many of times and after a few days her nose was back to normal, but it was hard for her to sniff anything. Without care he ripped his muzzle away from her and snapped his jaws around different parts of her body. She whimpered the best she could, but he didn’t care harming her brought him joy, along with other things, but before she could bring those thoughts to the front of her mind she shook her head and looked at the world around her, the trembling chocolate female had fear on her mind and tears on her face as she waited for what was to come.