I didn't mean to stare, it was just, I hadn't met many pups older than myself. I mean yea, Stryker was bigger than me, like, litterally twice my size. But Zanon was so much bigger than both of us, partially due to his size, but his age played a big factor and it made me feel helpless beside such a large pup. I eventually realized I was being rude, and when I started realizing it, I shrunk into my shy nature. Damn.

I wanted to explore so much more, but I felt like every time I strayed too far from home, mom would get weaker, and then, dad, well, he was off so much with his duties to the alpha, there were times when it felt like he was only with them for a few hours at night. And I hated it, I wanted my dad around more, partially because I was selfish and missed him, partially for momma, she needed him, more than she'd admit.

I shook my head, my eyes shifting behind him, wondering if my dad would catch me talking to him, but at the same time, I brushed off that idea. He was usually at the borders, farther inland than this, and I knew he wouldn't patrol here until later that eve.

He spoke of Iromar, and I listened, my interest was more than peaked, I wanted so bad to explore the island, to find out more and more as time went on, but I felt stuck here. And I honestly began to resent mother for being so needy, and old. I hated the thoughts that rolled through my mind, and I knew I had to shape up, because sooner or later I'd regret them.

He spoke of them trying to keep me safe, and I found myself rolling my eyes at the thought, my nose scruched up. "More like Ma is always depressed and dad is busy at his duty all day. I barely even see my brother." I could hear the resentment in my voice, and I hated it. But my mind began to think of all the things Zanon could show me. "I think....that might be a perfect idea." A sly smile creeped across my face.

I didn't want to seem too eager but I couldn't help the thrill that raced through my veins at the idea of exploring Moladion with him. I found my head beginning to whirl with all sorts of ideas that ran through it, of the freelands, the other packs, well, maybe at least Iromar, if he'd be willing. I didn't find myself thinking of dangers, because to be honest, the idea of escaping this hell hole for a while was too damn thrilling.