Life. What the hell was he to make of it lately? He didn't want much to do with anyone lately, and that was the biggest problem. He had tried to head into the valley today, but the tumult caused by the group that was growing, was much much too much.

He needed peace, his heart and mind were much to confused, and honestly, he had no urge to speak to anyone, not anymore. He had bonded, once, and she was a gypsy, and then, well, he hasn't seen her since, and its been quite a while to be honest, he didn't know if she was gonna come back.

The long grasses brushed his snow white form, as the summer sun beat down on him, warming his form in the middle of the summer day. It was a splendid day, but he didn't think that there was anything for him to do there, not right now. He had watched his nieces and nephews the other day so Jubilee could get a break, and he loved them, he did, but that was the best thing he could see himself doing. He didn't have any prospects to be a father. But then again, he doubted he'd be any good.

A lopsided grin slipped onto his face, thinking about the way things had changed since Jubilee came home to Spirane. She had four pups, two girls, two boys. Cadeyrn had two pups himself, one of each. And then Aurelia had pups of her own, three girls, but the only one around now was Reine. Seven nieces and nephews to spend his days with. But knowing his sister was home, and honing her skills as a healer, that was the best thing in the world, having his little sister home.