[ mhr gha SEER ah ]
Fell
▻ Sarama | Shvana | Mahākanha ◅
Kohelet was back. Kohelet was back. Kohelet was back.
A mantra that she spoke into her head as she tried to decide how she felt about the oncoming days. She had not taken to seed, not since her Maha - and somehow she feared never again, in her anxiety. She had been strained by the new position, though it had initially been fulfilling to be the First of her husband. Fell, well… he had a life and she had a life and their lives sometimes wove into one another and intersected. Mostly, she was worried that she had taken on a position as First that was not something that came natural to her. She was no princess, she often thought to herself when the intrusiveness of her doubts made themselves especially apparent.
She was not the daughter of a king by any means - but a scholar who had barely even organized this match for her. So when Fell ‘intersected’ with her this time, she tugged on his mane before he could turn to go. "I need to speak." Usually they spent happy hours in silent companionship together and then he’d simply fade into the brush to keep tabs on the rest of their little world… but today she holds him back. "I know that she has come home..." She does not need to designate who she means by a name, it had been the last woman that’d ever come up in their lives together. Others existed, but none that compared to Kohelet.
"It has been seasons now," she starts again, this time out loud and to the one meant to hear this prepared process, "and I miss motherhood. I think it is the weight of the position I took when Kohelet left us all. Maybe it is time that I can become just the little ghost you visit now and then again, give the role that has turned my insides topsy turvy to someone else…" Her ears flatten to the sides, "You have your heir, but I do not need to be your First for him to succeed in it."
DESERTBORN QUEEN OF THE TINUVEL BAY
▻ five years - arabian x kathiawari - maximum chestnut sabino - 14.2 hh ◅