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Posted on April 2, 2013 at 06:40:43 PM by Everchime
raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
She is away from the group, her eyes following those that play below, her mind not all together there at the moment for she can't help but think thoughts she knows to be fruitless. She doesn't kno why, but the feelings that float within her mind are, for all intensive purposes fruitless. Just because she's made friends with him doesn't mean that he will be there for her, doesn't mean that he actually thinks that way about her. Pan is a very friendly, if not a little socially inept at times, she didn't mind, this she found endearing to her. Like a young wolf yet to embrace the world around them. It wasn't like he was older than her, not by much really, a season if that. She would be three come this spring, she felt ready for the adventure of her life, she knew it would be exciting at any rate but the confusion was starting to cause a headache within her mind that didn't even cease with the night.
It wasn't just Pan either, the shifting of alpha's had driven her to stay within her den as of late and looking after young Aerith wasn't as easy as Ever had thought. She knew she wanted pups but she wanted to wait, had wanted to wait but when she'd looked down at Aerith's adorable little face she couldn't help but help. It was Ever's main plan to please everyone, she just wanted to help and some times those things just sorta fell into her lap. Metaphorically of course. When she was a year old she'd seen the star fall from the sky, she'd watched and noted the path it had taken. She'd been born a year before obviously but it had never felt like she was a puppy, she'd basically raised her three other siblings by herself with the help of her mothers flopped over body of course every once in a while. Pan didn't know it all, Ever didn't understand any of it. But she'd gone along with it anyway.
Ever's mother had issues, talking to someone when no one was really there, hushed words in the night, eyes staring off into the distance at nothing in general. It wouldn't pass down to Ever but she'd noticed one of her brothers starting to talk to nothing in general, she'd been scared. Perhaps what momma had was contagious, she didn't know, all she knew, was at two years old she had to leave. Had to find her own path in life, not stuck within the tiny little surplus pack of theirs. So she'd told her momma she was gonna find the falling star and bring it home to them, crazy wolf didn't know the difference of there and not there so she'd ignored Everchime as she'd started off on her journey. No wishes of fare well, she'd left in the middle of the night and bet they'd all find an empty nesting spot next to the other pups and just think she'd wandered off and been eaten after a few days.
So it is here that she sits, under the shade of a willow tree near the river but down wind a bit from the majority of them all. It's not that she's an outcaste, she's far to out there friendly to be such a thing, she's just collecting her thoughts. Happy to make new friends, but worried that more confusion will just follow it all. It's all she's been thinking about lately. She's just not sure about things, to much change to soon for her we think. She's still a pup for the most part, grown to nearly 70% of her full mature body we would say she's damn near an adult. Next spring. But for now she just feels rather alone and confused. Lots of confusion. We'll stick with that for now.
"talks like this"
Everchime
female - 2 yo - mate - soul bound to Vidar - devil dog - glorall
She is away from the group, her eyes following those that play below, her mind not all together there at the moment for she can't help but think thoughts she knows to be fruitless. She doesn't kno why, but the feelings that float within her mind are, for all intensive purposes fruitless. Just because she's made friends with him doesn't mean that he will be there for her, doesn't mean that he actually thinks that way about her. Pan is a very friendly, if not a little socially inept at times, she didn't mind, this she found endearing to her. Like a young wolf yet to embrace the world around them. It wasn't like he was older than her, not by much really, a season if that. She would be three come this spring, she felt ready for the adventure of her life, she knew it would be exciting at any rate but the confusion was starting to cause a headache within her mind that didn't even cease with the night.
It wasn't just Pan either, the shifting of alpha's had driven her to stay within her den as of late and looking after young Aerith wasn't as easy as Ever had thought. She knew she wanted pups but she wanted to wait, had wanted to wait but when she'd looked down at Aerith's adorable little face she couldn't help but help. It was Ever's main plan to please everyone, she just wanted to help and some times those things just sorta fell into her lap. Metaphorically of course. When she was a year old she'd seen the star fall from the sky, she'd watched and noted the path it had taken. She'd been born a year before obviously but it had never felt like she was a puppy, she'd basically raised her three other siblings by herself with the help of her mothers flopped over body of course every once in a while. Pan didn't know it all, Ever didn't understand any of it. But she'd gone along with it anyway.
Ever's mother had issues, talking to someone when no one was really there, hushed words in the night, eyes staring off into the distance at nothing in general. It wouldn't pass down to Ever but she'd noticed one of her brothers starting to talk to nothing in general, she'd been scared. Perhaps what momma had was contagious, she didn't know, all she knew, was at two years old she had to leave. Had to find her own path in life, not stuck within the tiny little surplus pack of theirs. So she'd told her momma she was gonna find the falling star and bring it home to them, crazy wolf didn't know the difference of there and not there so she'd ignored Everchime as she'd started off on her journey. No wishes of fare well, she'd left in the middle of the night and bet they'd all find an empty nesting spot next to the other pups and just think she'd wandered off and been eaten after a few days.
So it is here that she sits, under the shade of a willow tree near the river but down wind a bit from the majority of them all. It's not that she's an outcaste, she's far to out there friendly to be such a thing, she's just collecting her thoughts. Happy to make new friends, but worried that more confusion will just follow it all. It's all she's been thinking about lately. She's just not sure about things, to much change to soon for her we think. She's still a pup for the most part, grown to nearly 70% of her full mature body we would say she's damn near an adult. Next spring. But for now she just feels rather alone and confused. Lots of confusion. We'll stick with that for now.
"talks like this"
female - 2 yo - mate - soul bound to Vidar - devil dog - glorall
Replies:
- I could be a shadow - By Vidar April 3, 2013 at 05:03:14 AM
if you let it take a part of your soul - By Everchime April 4, 2013 at 05:33:22 PM
I could be a shadow - By Vidar April 9, 2013 at 08:03:30 AM
if you let it take a part of your soul - By Everchime April 13, 2013 at 05:10:32 PM
I could be a shadow - By Vidar April 16, 2013 at 10:03:18 PM
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