That smile caused Genisys to melt inside. She smiled in return, thankful that there were no longer any negative feelings amongst them. The confusion was killing her. Still, she was slightly upset that he was still so oblivious to her feelings and actions. Genisys couldn’t believe herself, swooning over this stranger like a love deprived puppy. But she was and she wasn’t able to help it. He was so beautiful to her. His thick, snow pelt looked soft and she could picture herself burying her face in his scruff. His eyes were so blue, she had never seen eyes like that before in her years. They were gorgeous, like the clear lakes she had seen in journeys. She could swim in them, fall in them forever. He had no idea what she was thinking and yet, she was so scared that he would somehow find out. If she was sure he cared about her as well, she would blurt everything out. She would approach him, rubbing her slender bodice against his strong frame and mixing their scents together forever, marking him as hers and marking her as his. Yet, he had made no sign that he even thought of her as anything but the newcomer at the border.
His voice entered her audits and she had to control herself from closing her eyes and smiling. She adored that deep voice of his. It wasn’t too deep yet it wasn’t too high, it was perfectly in the medium and her ears welcome each lyric. She furrowed her brows at his words. “No..I..if….just if something were to happen to me…” She trailed off, attempting to hide her failure at hiding what she was thinking. She definitely wanted to join, she just didn’t know how to tell Aindreas that if he abandoned her, she would leave a crushed heart in place of a beating one. So instead, she stuttered like an idiot, cursing herself silently for her unattractive behavior. Never once in her life had she stuttered or been this nervous. She was always so confident, so strong and independent and now the thought of being alone killed her. This, for Genisys, was disturbing. She didn’t even know how to be a lover, how to be a mother or a true mate. She was naïve when it came to this and she knew that this was why it was so hard for them to make any progress. It was all Genisys’ fault really.
She simply nodded at his words, shifting her gaze towards the scent of the two males. So it had ben Serris’ scent with her brother’s. Silently, Genisys prayed that he was behaving himself and that everything was okay. They had been there a while but somehow, Genisys knew it was alright, so far. Aindreas’ voice caught her attention and her ear flicked towards him. She remained looking in the other direction however. She couldn’t look at him anymore. She didn’t want to grow even more attached than she already was. This looking away act was futile though because his image was already locked in her mind. She smiled at his words though. How far into her life should she go? Genisys decided her dark past was not to be explored again so she thought back to her travels. Where had she gone? Everywhere. There was one place that she loved and she had honestly hated to leave it. Still, to this day, she did not know that name of it. She only knew that it was where she felt safe.
“I have traveled so far Aindreas. I have been to many places and I have seen many things. In my life as a wanderer, I have learned many lessons and covered lots of obstacles. There was a place I would like to tell you about though. I do not recall the name but, it was my home for a while. There was a green mountain and at the base of it rested the lakes. These lakes were so brilliantly blue that I could’ve drowned in them and still be happy. She turned her head, resting her jade gems on his clear orbs. “Your eyes remind me of these lakes. I used to swim in them then sleep in the rocky caves where green vegetation would create a wonderful bed. I wouldn’t have to hunt because I could catch the fish in the lakes. She smiled, lowering her gaze as she remembered the first time she had tried to fish. It was an interesting scene but she soon got the hang of it. “I was there for merely 3 months before I had to leave. Winter had come, the lakes had begun to freeze and the fish were nowhere to be found. I knew I wouldn’t be able to survive there in as winter roared on so I kept moving.”
She shrugged slightly, finished with her story. Finally, she lifted her gaze to meet his again. She tilted her head, that smile still on her face. “Have you always lived here?” It was conversation and she liked speaking to him.
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