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Posted on July 16, 2015 at 02:38:59 AM by Tristan
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I've thought about doing some border patrol or something to help out around the pack more. I just don't think I'm that intimidating if anyone posing a threat should show up and after the incident with the brindle wolf who my brother and I attacked, I'm more afraid than ever of getting into a violent situation. What if that happens again? What if I lose control and end up hurting someone or worse? A wolf is DEAD because of me and I don't know how I'll ever come to terms with it. I've always been a wolf of words, never of violence. That was always my sister Viora's way of thinking. I've thought about visiting other packs too, maybe find something out for Eden that would make him see my skills as a diplomat. But what if he gets mad that I did something behind his back? What if I do it wrong or give someone the wrong idea? No, I'll have to ask for a task and hope I can prove it some other way and that means I need to meet with my alpha face to face for the first time since the first pack meeting. The seasons are changing and I wonder if Eden is thinking of a pack hunt to feed the pack before the winter hits or if he's not too concerned. After all, most of us are adults and can hunt for ourselves. I have seen him often leaving the pack lands, seemingly heading in the direction of Diveen. He seems to do that more often since the shift in power. Is he more wary of his own position or is it something more? Does he know the new alpha or is he just curious of what will happen with the change? I know I should be studying these things to help me understand more. How can I be a good diplomat if I don't fully understand pack politics? I need to work on that and soon. I know the moment I'm being watched. I freeze up at first, my tail lowering and my ears folding back in uncertainty but when I turn my head, I see Eden and I let out my breath in relief. For a moment, I almost thought it was my brother Solitaire. It's odd that after all that time spent together since his return, I've been avoiding him since the incident with the brindle wolf. I hold my ground and remind myself to straighten up and look confident as he strides toward me, the perfect role model of confidence himself. I offer a wag of my tail and a smile, pricking my ears forward. "Hi, Eden. Sorry to bother you. I wanted to talk to you." Taking a breath to calm myself, I give him a more determined look, my eyes suddenly brighter. "I want to prove myself and I'm sorry it's taken me this long to approach you. I've always wanted a career in the diplomat field so if you have any task for me to perform, I'm ready." Tristan.male.7 years old.son of |
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- it doesn't exist if you can hide it behind your teeth. - By e d e n July 23, 2015 at 01:21:38 PM
.:. time to make a stand .:. - By Tristan August 9, 2015 at 11:34:34 PM
it doesn't exist if you can hide it behind your teeth. - By e d e n September 17, 2015 at 09:56:44 AM
.:. time to make a stand .:. - By Tristan September 21, 2015 at 01:29:12 AM
it doesn't exist if you can hide it behind your teeth. - By e d e n October 9, 2015 at 08:18:25 AM
.:. time to make a stand .:. - By Tristan October 20, 2015 at 02:23:24 AM
[x] - By Sol November 23, 2015 at 08:38:01 AM
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