Amir
”There is no victory with no loss.”
Micteca! She had been my only reason to live for these two long years. I’ve grown up into a big warrior, always fighting for my little daughter, keeping her safe from any kind of danger. The little silvery girl had been so scared that day when the meteor dig a hole in my heart and in the center of Moladion. That certainly was the saddest day of my whole life. Being banished from my pack, breaking my beloved Blue’s heart, losing my name and all I loved… I have literally lost everything. I couldn’t think of anything else, but how deeply I broke Blue’s heart. She meant so much for me… And still, up to this day as I make my way to the new Moladion, she still means so much for me. She is out there somewhere and I know it. I will find her, and I will tell her how sorry I am, she might never forgive me, but she must know that. She must know that I just wanted to be with her, that’s the reason for all that mistake. I love her…
The little Micteca, took me as her father. She lost her memory in that day, but I don’t know how. The moment she opened her eyes, she quickly ran and snuggled into my cottony white pelt, sinking deep around my fur as I was sitting. She called me daddy and told me how scared she was. A single tear drop rolled down my muzzle. How could I tell her? I couldn’t tell that small pup about her parent’s fate. Memories from the day my mother was killed before my eyes came back to my mind as the little pup cried, asking me… Where was mommy. It had been very difficult for me, but I made a decision that would change my life forever. I took her as my daughter and told her that mommy was out there somewhere and I would find her. The girl remembers nothing about her old life. I told her that, from now on I would have to be called Malum… For my name had been taken. She didn’t quite understand it and I never told her the reason, but she respect me. I will carry this name with me until the day my honor can be restored.
Black paws touching the ground ever so lightly, despite how heavy I am. White pelt shimmering as the light, filtered by the green leaves, gently touched my body. With only the objective of getting to know the new land. My daughter needs a safe place to live. We need a pack, so she would have good food and would be protected. But it still might take some time until the wolves gather again. Eyes as alert as ears and carefully scanning the whole place. A scar, drawn on my face by Devil when I was banished from Paracon, was still there as my blue eyes scanned my new territory. White form slowly walking among the trees and dense forest. After nearly half an hour walking through this unknown place, my eyes found the dark familiar form of Devil. I would know him anywhere. I slowly approached from behind him, careful not to scare him. My tail slowly fell as I came to a halt before him.
- Devil! - I called out, lowering my head, both in respect and greeting - I am glad to see you!
After so long, I am so glad to see him. Devil was also very important to me and I am so happy to see him. The memories from the day he banished me from Paracon were still fresh and clear in my mind. And I doubt he forgot what I did. My head raised again and I waited for the worst… Before speaking again:
- Devil... Please… Let me explain to you the reason for what I did.
I asked him… The only thing I wanted, was for him to know… But I needed him to want to listen.
7 years old| Promised to Bluejay
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